A Realization in life!

Today someone has made me realize yet again, how difficult it is to try not to hurt others' feelings... I do anything and everything to make sure that I don't hurt anybody either physically or mentally.. But why is this world like this? People, even our closest of friends, bring pain to us without even thinking twice... They lie without even batting the eyelid.. They say things that we don't like to, don't want to hear.. They do things that make us cry... They crack practical jokes on us... Why? Why? After all is done, they say, "Sorry!" Sorry? My foot! Can the words, once uttered, be taken back? Can the pain die with a single word, "Sorry"?

And all the while, even when I know that something like this may happen... Someone may hurt me.. Yet why do I try to make them feel happy? Why do I take care of them when I know they don't even bother if I am alive or not? Why do I support them when I know that they will not be there, when I need them the most?

I get insulted... I am treated badly... but still I go back to them...

I get hurt; it pains.. but still I continue to love them. Why? Why can't I hate people? Is it a sin to love everyone, to be kind to everyone? Is it wrong to believe in your own friends? Then why am I made to suffer?

For all those who are waiting for my Blog entries

Oh my dears!

My System at home has crashed..
And the system in office is held up with official work...
What to do? What to do?

All my works are incomplete..
Moreover, I am no great typist to feed in the data fast into the system...
All my works are in tattered papers..
I am trying my best to safeguard them from suspecting eyes of mice...

Oh God!
Give me back my system, recover it from crashing...
If not my system, give me some time to put my works in the blog...
If not time, give me some person who can type fast...
If not anything, atleast give some patience to all my blog readers...